Recently.

It was vague yet astounding; you would plague my dreams with your presence. And i would speak to you, in hushed amative tones and in loud exasperating vociferations all at once.

And i would wake with a heaved sigh of surrender. My mind was decided but i would fail, faltering like a candle flame against squalls conjured by necessity pertaining to your eudaimonia. I can only say that things were never meant to be this way, yet i cannot tell you exactly how it should have come to pass.

So perhaps, it is not fair to ask (rather rhetorically), why this is so painfully difficult?

~ by cryhavok on January 6, 2008.